Losing my conscious....

Yesterday I went gym and did exercises like I usually do... When I was doing Cardio, I did not feel anything wrong.. BUT the moment I stop running, I felt a great dizziness... Actually, it was not dizzy, it is more like you do not have any strength left to walk properly...

My vision was blur and sometimes it became dark and I saw nothing... Luckily I got chance to sit down otherwise, I might lose my conscious... Although I have sat down, my mind was still blank... Till one point where my cousin's accident (she once lost her conscious and got hurt badly) popped up in my mind, then I forced my mind to think about any ways to gather my conscious... Then I remembered that I once read a message about 'what to do when you got into heart attack while you are driving'.. That message was my savior.....

"take a deep breath and cough as hard as you can" that is the point in that message....

I tried it few times and fortunately, it works!!

a deep breath is to calm your mind.

coughing is to force your heart to work in a harmony beats.

Simple but helpful.... =)

So far, that was my very 1st experience of losing my conscious.... hahaha...

Lunch at Dirgahayu Hospital

It has been 4 days since my brother is hospitalized, due to Dengue fever.. There was a day I kept him accompanied from morning till afternoon.. That day, there were some people coming to visit him, and of course they brought something, mostly are cakes and breads..

Since I did not have much things to do there, I was tempted to eat those nice looking cakes and breads... anddd...... I end up had some of them.... lol.....

When lunch time came, my bro did not want to eat his share, coz he said hospital foods are not good at all.... So, he ate congee that my mom had prepared early in the morning. The congee was cold though...

So...... Since I have no proper meal and refuses to have more bread and cakes, I tried my brother's share... It consist of a plate of plain congee, a bowl of chicken soup, a chicken thigh, a fried-fermented-soy-bean-cake, veggies, and an orange.... It looks like this:

Taste : Sucks! No taste! Gosh!!! I only had the fried fermented-soy-bean-cake (Indonesian: tempe goreng)....... T_______________________T

Drink that I have been drinking for a week!!

After quite sometime I have not drink any alcohol drinks, I am kinda addicted to this cream-based alcohol drink from Ireland, Baileys.

This is not the first alcohol drink that I had... My very first alcohol drink was Mozart, which I had when I was 12-13 years old... hahahaha.... I really am aware that I was underage! BUT who cares? My mom and dad did not scold me for trying alcohol drink as long it is within my limits.!

Back to topic, Baileys.. I guess Baileys was the 3rd or 4th liquor I have tried.. But the taste is still the best as compared to others.. Baileys made from a very special cow milk from Ireland, mixed with a great Irish Whiskey, then added with a unique combination of cocoa nibs and vanilla pods.. It leaves a very unique and memorable taste!!!

** a must try ** XD

I have been drinking this liquor (a small size glass as in the pics) every night for a week! AND the taste never make me feel bored, in fact, the taste is getting nicer and nicer for every and each sip you take!!!

I am drinking while typing... lol...

Islamic Centre by pHiee

NB: No Editing..

Please feel free to comment... =)

Since I am a newbie, I am quite sure, I am lacking in some aspects.... haha.....

Islamic Centre

Here I am posting pictures that we took during our hunting session @ Islamic Centre, Samarinda - East Kalimantan - INDONESIA.

Islamic Centre is claimed to be the second largest Islamic Centre in South-East Asia.. Located @ Kelurahan Teluk Lerong Ulu, facing our longest river, Mahakam river, it has been a new icon of our city.. It took quite long time to finish this Mosque and of course, it went off of the budget..

In order to get there, we have to wear a polite clothing.. NO short / hot pants.. NO sleeveless shirt.. Although you wear a polite clothing, there are certain parts of the Mosque that you are not allowed to go in, ONLY Muslims are permitted..

Before After


Before After

Before After

*** Special Space ***

Mr. LC in Action!!


Bollywood Style XD



Jump!! =p


Credits:

Photographer: JW Editor: JW Camera: SONY DSC-T77
Models: *FG **MDG ***LC ****JW *****Me XD


** Thank You **

Idealistic Naive Perfectionist VS Realistic

I am starting to be an idealistic, naive and perfectionist person yet it give tons and tons of pressures and tensions which then made me hard to stand firmly!

I wish I could be a more realistic persons rather than being naive and idealistic...

I wish I could be a more realistic in expecting what should I get and return rather than being a perfectionist in both ways..

I know that there is nothing in this world is perfect, yet I am trying to be one..



I am no-one who is trying to be someone, that someone is someone that live in my imagination.....

I am someone who is no-one for anyone, yet I am trying to get something as if I am that someone

Revlon Beauty Gathering @ Grand Victory Hotel

Few weeks ago, I saw a banner promoting a Beauty Gathering.. I was quite interested and I did ask around about it... I gave it quite a lot of thought because some people said it will be useless... However, yesterday I made up my mind to give it a try... The gathering was held this evening, 4.00 pm. @ Grand Victory Hotel, Samarinda..

I went all the way alone with NO make up at all while everyone there were in FULL make up! Gosh!! Maybe they thought I was an alien!! =_____="....... That was not my intention to go there with 'naked' face.. I left office at 2.30 pm to give sometime in 'dressing' my face BUT my mom wanted to go to my grandmother's house... As a GOOD daughter, I drop my mom at grandmom's house which is quite far from Grand Victory Hotel and I was trapped in traffic jam!!! SO... I do not have time to put some make up on... T_________T

Luckily I went in to the ballroom just in time.. I even have few minutes to look around at the selling booths before the program starts...

Fashion Show

Make up: Revlon
Costume: Luwi
Make up artist: Hendro Revco

uuuhuuuiiyy... I got a chance to take a picture with Hendro.. Actually I have no intention of taking picture with him... But, an aunty who sat next 2 seats from me asked me to took a picture of her and Hendro.. In return, she offered me to take picture with Hendroo... I was about to reject her offer, but Hendro looked at me and I was like.... aaouu..... Feel so bad if I decline her offer infront of Hendrooo..... So.... That's it.....

AGAIN, with the same aunty, she helped me to take picture with one of the models...
Look at her...! She is tall and slim whereas I am short-fat-girl-with-super-plain-face!!!!!!!!!!! T_________________________________T

BUT I am happy for who I am... =)

His name is Bagus... He is 18 - 19 years old... He is a singer who I never knew before till that moment when the master of ceremony (MC) intoduce him to the guests.... hahaha...

I am super "lost" when it comes to Entertainment things or Gossips about artists, actors, singers, etc etc... haha.... I am not entertainment person and refuses to know those kind of things... coz it will only use up my brain for nothing... hahahaha.......

At the end of his performance, he said "My mom uses revlon since young until now.. That is why she has a son like me."

Repeated: A SON LIKE ME!

At that moment, my deepest-tiny-heart said "OMG! He is overconfident!" "Don't you know that make up will NEVER affect your gens???" =____="

Anyway... The gathering was not really useful to me, since I took a make up class before.. However, at least I know another way to use fake eyelashes and eyeliners..

Eyeliner: Use it at the bottom of your real eyelashes to make it looks bigger without lessen your eyelid area.. =p

Fake eyelashes: stick your eyelid-skin to the fake eyelashes to make it looks more natural and then put another eyeliners on top of it. =)