Leaving to Korea........ XD

Leaving for Korea soon enough... Well.. I just want to write something here... =p

Please pray for me as North Korea and South Korea is having war... They have been in war since years ago anyway.. BUt still please pray for me... May God take care of me and the other participants.... and and bless us...

Thank You....
XD

A Little Too Not Over You

Just wanna share a link... ;p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnAOEw4onLg


Song: A Little Too Not Over You

Artist: David Archuleta

He is sooooo cute in this MV..... and I love this MV!! It is so touching.... T___T

Happening November

Well...

Suprisingly, November is so much more HAPPENING than I ever expected....

I have been having so much of great time, good laugh, quality sharing, experiences....

ALSO

I have been having un-expected tears, un-expected dissappointment, un-expected anger....


Well... I have encountered almost all sort of emotions from early Nov up to Today!! XD


The only thing I can say is that

God works so AMAZINGLY in my life!!


Thank God for wonderful families and friends that You has given to me! They mean so so MUCH to me!!


Hoping for better better and better day, weeks, months, and years ahead! XD

Surprise from a PLAIN Girl! XD

What I am doing now, I am still isolationg myself... (maybe I have to end this soon enough, since I have a meeting tonight and of course I have to catch up with the rest of meeting's members.. =)). Not many people know about my blog, but those two who have found me in here, they really know me well.. >.<.

Anyway... Yesterday I have forgotten to mention that I have 2 phones (2 contact numbers) and only one of them I have deactivated... The other one is still ON, but, like this blog, not many of them know this number.... However.... Just half an hour I got a surprise from a friend of mine... She called me to this not-so-known-number....! You know what... I expected her to asked me "where are you?" or "why are you isolating yourself?" or some other questions pertaining my "hiding"..

BUT in fact, she asked me other questions!! NOT related at all!! ahhaha.... She really are something... Not-so-sensitive-type-of-person!! XD... She asked me about the wedding on the 17th Nov, whether I will go to saloon or just make over myself.... Besides, she also asked me about BlackBerry Services!! She asked me what provider am I using and how I change to that provider (she is currently using other provider)?? SEE... She is totally out of my expectations... hahahaha.... BUT she made my day... At least she know where to find me... and her PLAINNESS (Indonesian: polos/lugu) and SPONTANEOUS have lifted my mood.... XD...

So, who is She???

I bet Lee GaGa can guess it right.... XD

Welll......

She isss....

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She is our beloved Pampang a.k.a GunGun a.k.a Yani a.k.a Mariani... hahaha.....

Love ya, Gun! and thanks for calling tho you call for "fun"... hahaha....

Hunt Photos at Night with Bro =)

Last night, after I had a good chat with Bro Vin, we went out in the middle of the night, around 1.00 a.m.... JUST to hunt for photos! hahaha.....

Well... He has interest and passion in vehicles, he has lot of heavy vehicles miniatures, he knows well about technical thingy which is very confusing when he started to explain to me (my face will be shrinking away, think hard! haha...) but thanks to him! more or less I know some technical thingy... =D

Well... So, last night we went out to take photos of his (company's) vehicle, when they are loading a crane (another heavy-vehicles used to move bulky items).. haha... I don't really know how to explain.. but ya... We take few photos before my camera is finally running out of power! hiks..... T____T. I am so NOT pro..... How come I forgot to charge my battery!! T__T.

To be frank, I really am not a pro yet... I found it a bit hard to find a good angle... He found for me... In fact he has a better eyes, better vision, better sight... haha... All I have to do it just 'click'... haha.... XD

Anyway... From this experience, I learned new things (since I rarely hunt photos at night / low-light photography):

1. CHARGE your battery pleaseeee.... =.=" Coz Flash is taking lots of power!!!

2. TRY to find a good grip, don't let your hand shake, since the shutter will stay opened longer.... meaning there is high chance for your photos to bluurrr....

3. Unbalance BRIGHTNESS of lights will cause part of your photo lose the details and the light burst out.. (see my photos when I have posted everything up! I have been talking of uploading my photos, but I have not do that... WHY coz I have no time.. haha.... Office connection is so bad, so I can only posted photos from home... hehe...)

So... Yap.. So far that is what I learned from last night experience... hehe...

Thanks bro! XD

Quality Chat with Bro Vin

hehe... *smile* *big big big smile* wkwkwkwk.... XD

Love my Brothers so much.... The three of them! ;p

Anyway.... I just had a good quality chat with bro Vin, my third bro... We talked about guys- and girls-stuff.. personal stuffs... hehe... We were talking about that guy, that person, that girl, another girl, bla bla bla... heheh.... We were also talking about my trip to Korea (on the 27th of this month... aww... I am looking forward! XD).

Slowly he started to share stories with me... Oh yaa! He invited me to go to Balikpapan! to meet a girl that he go after.... hehehe... BUT too bad... I have plan for tomorrow's night and on Wed... T__T. So I turned down his invitations... but but... still praying the best for him.... XD... Love him... and love my other brothers too... hehe...

Isolation is in Progress

Finally!! I found reasons to ISOLATE myself... Well.. Actually I have been thinking about isolating myself quite sometimes ago.. But I found that back then when I was about isolating myself, there were counter-reasons in doing it... Soo... It was just a big talk back then... But Today, I really am Isolating myself... Well.. It is not like exactly what I wrote in previous post, like go to somewhere remote where nobody knows me... Today will be a Semi-Isolation! XD...

So, let's start how I came up with this "semi-isolation"....

Day by day passed, till I am here, Today November the 15th, 17.59 p.m....

This morning, I wake up with not so-good mood, but it was not that bad.. Sometimes I have worse than this morning's mood... BUT.... When Afternoon came and greet me, there were no changes in my mood, it was flat, a little bit of "sick", a little bit of anger, a little bit of disappointment, a little bit of fear...

Well... After I had a short-good chat with few friends of mine, my mood was a little bit lifted up...

BUT "STOP" there

Someone interrupted my good chats... Ruined my mood..... Stepping my mood further down low... Down LOW!! Till I really have reasons of isolating myself.... (well... It was a HIGHLY-TOP-PRIVATE-AND-CONFIDENTIAL-STUFFS, so I am not going to put it here..)

So, here I am... Semi-Isolating myself... haha.... Why SEMI?? Let's see.... ;p

1. I have de-activated my BlackBerry Messengers services (well this is also due to STUPID BlackBerry.. It suddenly went crazy... It invited everyone in my contact list for a conference chat! I don't know what is wrong with it.... I did not do anything harmful!) arrgh.....

2. I have decided not to look at my FB account while isolating myself... Just few minutes ago I posted "Isolation is in progress.. Let's play hide and seek... XD.. Those who know me well know how to find me.. ;p" on my FB wall... So, let's see who are those people that can find me.... hehehe..... I wonder if the trio know.... Well... One of them is absolutely out... Since, he doesn't have a FB account any longer... What about the rest?? Well let's see.. haha.... But.. Tho they can't find me, I might be the one who find them.. haha...

3. I will keep writing on my blog.... hehe... coz I need place to express my overwhelming emotions... haha....

4. I am in MY room, meaning I am in MY house (correction: dad's house) where almost all friends know where is it... hahaha.... So... It is actually easy to find me.... Just came to my house, and you will get to see me.. haha.. But I bet NO one will come... The trio will not come, coz they all are not in Samarinda right now... They are in different places.... =)

But what I meant here is not find me as if came and see me... (well if you do, then I really am grateful to have you.. =) *hugs*) What I meant is look for me as if contacted me on phone or this blog of mine... hehehe... Coz not many people know about this blog... Few of them.... =)

Anyway....

Some of my friends might think that isolation = off from BBM... Well... For them... You all don't know me well then... hahahah.... BUT still... Thanks for being my friends... =)

OMG!! I just remembered that tomorrow I have a meeting!! and on Wednesday, Nov 17, I have to attend a wedding party... haha... SO basically I am not isolating myself... hahahah.....

Wrong timing.... hahaha.... XD

Anyway... Whoever read this post, may you care enough to let me know by leaving a word(s) to this post or in my chat box... hehe..

Thanks... Love ya! XD

BE SHE Contest

Why this contest suddenly came up???

Well.. A friend of mine, Lee GaGa is the mastermind behind this contest. His older brother got engaged on the November 7th at Samarinda Central Plaza's Ballroom. Lee has set the dress code for us (Pampang Lovers), Sparkling Gold.

However, since most of us don't have any Gold Dresses, he decided to loosen the requirements. We are allowed to wear Gold or Yellow or Brown color dress.. But still... Some of us do not have it. So, he came up with this term, 'BE SHE'.

What is BE SHE stands for???

Beautiful

Elegant

Sexy

Hot

Energetic

Frankly speaking I (We) don't know that he was planning to make such contest. I thought it was just a dress code. =.="

On that day it self, I was busy the whole day (read my next post).. I don't even have the time to prepare myself... But luckily my mom has a Yellow dress, so I decided to wear it... =D

So, lets have a look at the contestants.... XD

First, we have Miss Taiwan which has been nominated as Miss Sexy... =p

Second, we have Miss Singapore who is actually Miss Taiwan's younger sister.. =)

Next, we have Miss Botswana... XD She has been nominated as Miss Hot.. XD

Then we have Miss Hongkong who got the best Hairdo and Makeup award.. =D

We also have Miss India, best in Accessories. She got nominated as Miss Energetic.. =)

Miss Congeniality has been nominated to Miss China as the Miss beautiful... =p

The best legs has been awarded to Miss Switzerland... =)

Last but not least, Miss Bali!! As Miss who has the most healthy skin! XD

Last one, me myself, Miss Malaysia! The Miss Matching.. XD

Group Picture of the Contestants

Another one with the Judge.. XD

AND the winner isss......... Wanna have a guess???


The winnerrr issss......

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MISS SINGAPORE!!! Congratesssss to Miss Singapore... She won this contest! She is truly 'BE SHE' (copied from the judge, Lee GaGa) XD


But, I do agree! She is stunning that night tho I did not see her personally, but picture is the prove! XD


Congratzz Congratzzz..... XD

Btw.... 1st Runner Up is Miss Malaysia, followed by Miss Bali!! LOL... XD

Safe by Westlife

Just want to share a song....

SAFE by Westlife

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pS-aEsBEZyU


A nice song with deep meaning!

Enjoy....... =)

Again.... After SomeTime

Well... Talking about my emotion now..... My feeling is just overwhelmed...

At one point I feel happy, coz "it" has finally awakened again after sometime.... after all the tears and hardship I went through to get it over...

YET...

At another point, I feel insecure.... as "it" has finally awakened, I am scared that the same thing will happen again.... ='( which I really really... really... hope that it will not happen again... ='(

I cannot imagine and don't even dare to imagine it....

What I can do is to PRAY and put EFFORTS....

Silly yet Meaningful Mistake

Today's feeling is so nice.... Tho I wake up with not-so-friendly mood, then getting worse in the afternoon.. Till it is fully changed to GREAT mood... WHY? coz I did something silly.... I call it 'stupid yet meaningful mistake'... hahaha...

This afternoon, I went to a place where I used to go regularly few year ago... I kinda miss this place... One of the blind witnesses of my worth-to-remember-moments... =)


Why I call it stupid?? Coz it was just based on silly reasons (buy tickets)...

Why it is meaningful?? Coz I went in to the place again after so long... and nothing much has changed.... =). We met.... XD

Why it is a mistake?? Coz it made my day!! haha... It makes the line become clearer and clearer that we have ended everything... =)

Song Playing: 'Anyone of Us by Gareth Gates'

Best quote: "anyone can hurt someone they love, hearts will break coz I made a stupid mistake"

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeM9KkaV1_I

Happy Listening everyone..... Enjoy the song and the rest of your day!! XD

Just a Dream

Last night I had another dream.... Surprisingly, it was about a guy who has not been contacting me for some time..

Like I said in previous post, I will have a hard time to remember the story of my dream... That is what happened to this dream... The moment I wake up, I still have the storyline in my head, but it only last for few minutes before it is gone....

Now, the only thing I can recall back is the guy appeared in my dream and roughly, the message behind the dream... The explicit message was about TIME... Time to wait, I guess...

Well... I have no idea why this guy appeared in my dream, since I have not seen him for quite some time and we have not talk much recently.. Besides, I was not thinking about him last night... In fact I was thinking about something else... Well... Maybe what I have been thinking of is related to him.... Or maybe my subconscious is thinking about him but my brain is refuses to admit it.... Well... I don't know...

You know what?? Sometimes it is hard for me to differentiate a real dream and my dream..

Real dream that I mention here is referring to a dream that is PURE from your sleep, uncontrolled and unplanned....

My dream here is referring to a dream that I WISH to happen... Somehow I can add some 'additional' storyline in... You know like, ermm... You want something to happen the way you want it to be...

Well... I am not sure... Sometime I mixed them up... I really do... huff.... Like this dream, I don't know if this is a real dream or my dream.... =___________="


Then... The moment I switch on the TV, MTV was playing this song, Just a Dream by Nelly... Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6O2ncUKvlg&ob=av3e

It is like... I don't know... A sign or a coincidence...? However.... I believe that nothing in this world is a pure coincidence... It is all planned by God... =)

Well... I guess I need to wait for a while... XP

Exciting Day 1 and Day 2 in Surabaya

Well... Lets just have a quick session...

I wanted to blog since the moment I arrived in Surabaya... Yep! I am in Surabaya (again) for don't know how many times..... I flew from Balikpapan to Surabaya on the 1st November... So, when I wrote this post, I have been in Sby for 2 days 2 nights pass few hours.. hahaha....

So, where to begin?? hmm... Lets see... This time, it is abit different... Usually I used to stay at my family's place, but this time I stay at a hotel... Surprised huh, for a girl to stay alone in a hotel?? haha... Well... I really am wondering why am I so brave?? hahaha...

So... My flight on 1st Nov was actually a sudden change in plan... The initial plan was to fly oven on the 8th... But Dr. Indro (the skin doctor I used to see) suddenly change the appointment from 8th to 1st November... So, yappp... I am here, in Surabaya... haha...

At first my mom did not allow me to stay alone at hotel... But after a quite hard discussion, my mom agree... yay! hehe... One problem solved.... The next problem is that.... Where should I stay, I mean in which hotel?? The only thing I know is to stay as close as possible to Tunjungan Plaza Mall, a.k.a TP (a shopping centre). WHY? because if I want to go somewhere else, it will nit be that far... Well... What I am trying to say here is that... The location of TP is in the centre of Surabaya City, so it is convenient to go anywhere from this place...

So, I set my target to stay as close as possible to TP... The next problem was... I only know 2 hotels nearby TP, which are Tunjungan Hotel and Sheraton Hotel... Well... Tunjungan Hotel is a old hotel, and I have heard a rumor about how scary this hotel is.... So it is a BIG NO for me to stay here... I really am scared about this,,,, Thus, my only choice is to stay at Sheraton Hotel.... Well... You all of course have heard this name before... Sheraton has a big name in Hospitality Industry... So.... I tried to call Sheraton to ask the price.... and guess what..... A superior room will cost you RP. 1.200.000,- NETT include breakfast for 2 persons... I really was shocked... I never expect this rage of price... MY God!! So, I left with NO choice...

I was in chaos.... I ask so many friends... Luckily I have Jennie... She helped me to find a hotel nearby TP... It is just 5 minutes walking distance to TP.... This hotel named FaveHotel.. Problem Solved...

Next will be.... How I get there since I am not familiar with Sby.... ?? Well... Luckily a friend of mine, Merit, picked me up in airport... (I recently knew her and she is so nice to me, she picked me up at airport after he school is finished)... Well... Merit picked me up and bring me to meet Jennie at Galaxy Mall.. It was a quite long driving.... I really am thankful to have them in Sby, else I will have to stay at Tunjungan hotel which I really am scared to stay at... The reason Merit did not drive me to the hotel instead to meet Jennie is because Jennie helped me to buy FaveHotel Voucher and Merit doesn't know where is FaveHotel.... Accommodation problem is FULLY solved...

Day 1, Jennie brought me to eat at Leko, we discussed few things, since we planned to start a partnership... hehe... Then she drove me to Dr. Indro clinic.... =)

Day 2, I had my very 1st breakfast in FaveHotel.... Well... Since this hotel is a low-cost-hotel, the breakfast served is just a super simple breakfast... You will have a toast (or non-toast) bread, eggs (on request) and fried rice... As per drinks, you can have tea, coffee, water, and orange juice which is not a fresh orange juice, fake one... hahaha.... Well... That is expected... The only thing that is not expected is that... When I had my breakfast, a guy (seems like he is a businessman, judging from his outfits), acted as if this hotel is a high class hotel.. He order the waiters like his own personal waiters, he speaks SO loud as if the whole room is his, he complained about the fried rice, he said WHAT is this?? Fried Rice with NOTHING! This is NOT fried rice (well... in this case he is right, but the way he talks is the real matter here... Besides he should have expected this from a low-budget hotel!!).. The next thing he did is, he asked a waiter to serve him a sugar-free-hot-tea, again he speak loud, and he really is BOSSY!!!).... Then he ordered a fried egg, but the fried egg came abit late... and guess what he did?? AGAIN, he scolded the waiters and speak out VERY loud "Bikin telur dadar aja kok berjam jam? Bisa masak gak km??? Saya cuma punya 5 menit" (Translated: "Why it takes hours to cook a fried egg? Do you know how to cook?? I only have 5 minutes left")... OMG!!! How I hate this type of guy... Hellooooo... Don't you know that you are very annoying?? You are disturbing people around!!..... and HELL with your business... You have to know how to respect people and please MANAGE your time, don't just complaint about people!!! arggghh... So emo talking about this guy!!!

huff... Lets continue another thing happened... Well.. After I had my breakfast, Jennie came, then we continue our conversation about your business plan for quite some times, before we actually left hotel and went to TP for shopping! hahaha.... I was looking for a dress to attend a wedding party.... But after so many time of trying, I did not get to buy any dress.. haha... coz some is just not good enough, some are too expensive... T___T Anyway.. I had a GREAT time with Jennie.. She helped me alot and keep me accompanied! She is a good shopping friend! Thanks, Jen!! XD

Then we had our late lunch (4pm) at Grand City mall, a new shopping centre in Sby before she finally drove me back to Hotel... =D

Once reached hotel, I was planning to stay at hotel whole night and blogging or do something in Hotel... However, Merit asked me out... She asked me to go dinner with her... So.... I decided to go with her, since she has no one to eat with... and well... for some other reasons as well... =)

We went to Galaxy Mall, she had Pepper Lunch and I had Sour Sally... haha... I am on DIET, remember?? hahaha.... We had some 'story' telling session... hehe.. Well... She did more than me, I was just responding and listening to her 'complaints'... =D. Just hoping I am good enough to lessen her burden... =)


Well... What is so special on the 2nd was that so many people is looking for me... From a routine contact to the quite often to rare contact... haha... (DSRFDA).... I had great chat with all of them.... *hugs* hehehe... =p

OMG!! Did not I said I want to make it a quick session??? I ended up with this long post... hahaha.. but everything is just flowing and my hand is keep typing... ahahhaa....

OKOK... Got to sleep now... hehe... Will continue another session tomorrow, I hope.. hehe....

Cyaaa..... *hugs*

Guilty

Feel so guilty.. O(╥﹏╥)o
I guess I'm too selfish and still immature.. O(╥﹏╥)o
Promise I will bring her the next time she wants to go.. O(╥﹏╥)o